HELLO EVERYONE (:
Friday, July 22, 2005
my life is upside down now..
nth is going the right way..
i tot at the end of the day she will cheer me up..
my heart sank..
a hole is in my heart now..
nv will it recover..
nv has i cry so much..
there is no such thing that guys can't cry over a girl..
i love her that much..
reading through those sms she sent be over the past 10 months..
i cry myself to sleep
my bday is tmr..
the first time i cried during my bday..
if i can make a wish?
i wish she would be mine forever coz i love her..
i can only see myself dreaming..
i holding back myself now..
i can feel tears welling in my eyes now..
i am controlling it..
i am in the office, i shouldn't cry..
my bday is coming i should be happy..
19th bday, once in a lifetime..
sorry, the pain will be forever inside..
- enjoy each day as long as i spend with you... rem to wake me up tmr, goodnight... i love you -
this sms meant so much to me..
i am tearing now..
i know i shouldn't but i can't help it..
as i walked home yesterday..
i looked at the cars on the road..
i've got the urge to just walk to the middle of the road..
end everything, end my sorrow..
but it was just an urge, i m not that stupid..
i am telling myself..
am i that bad?
i dun expect any returns..
i want to enjoy my life with you..
share everything with you..
be there for you everytime u need me..
look after you..
care for you..
i want to make sure all ur bad memories in ur past experiences was over..
live like a princess..
i am suspecting if i am autistic..
i got so much things to tell you but i couldn't talk when i see you..
r/s ain't just plain shopping or wad..
i see a reason y we are together in the first place..
it is no coincidence, god gave us a chance..
i dun love u because u r beautiful, u r beautiful because i love you..
i always wanted to meet ur parents..
sth just pull me back..
i have no confidence in myself..
i m afraid ur parents will say u make the wrong choice..
i got my ambition, i got my goals..
i wanna succeed..
i want you..
maybe u should really think hard..
i know u care about me..
the most impt thing i know u love me..
it is not guessing..
i feel ur love..
i feel it with my heart..
and i love you too..
guang revealed @ 8:59 AM