HELLO EVERYONE (:
Friday, November 11, 2005
i am determined after speaking to eileen.
she made a lot of points.
she said i should have slapped you for doing all this.
i mean it is too much already.
i thought you were lying to me about seeing another guy.
but no u nv.
you see another guy just 3 days after what we did on sunday?
is this a joke or what?
"Look, it's not that I don't have feelings for you anymore. I still do but it is another kind of feeling, it is definitely not love. I don't want to drag this r/s anymore because it'll only hurt the both of us more. It was magical on Sunday, but it was just an illusion to me... You're not the Guang I want to be with, he's gone for good.
The guy I'm going out with, I'm not using him to get rid of you. Do you think I am VERY happy right now? I do feel guilt but I just want to start afresh, away from you. You can call me a bitch, go ahead, I don't care anymore. Just please stop bothering me. Enough is enough. I am totally worn out. "
wow. hard to believe, hard to swallow.
one moment u told me u love me and hold my hand and asked me if i miss this feeling.
next moment u told me u got bf? Is that a joke?
i have nv see such a foolish girl like you before.
you had lost your sanity.
i see no reason for not shooting you in public.
is this the susan i know?
who can easily threaten me with suicides
who doesn't give a damn shit about her body?
now am i wrong to call to you a cheap woman?
i bet this guy dun even know what we did on sunday or the week before.
it is too much and this time i won't forgive you. never.
melanie told me you are this kind of girl, i dun believe
and now everybody believed.
i lost it my dear friends.
but i won't bother ever again.
please visit this blog to see why i reacted so much.
www.uncover.blogspot.com
in such a short time u told me u seeing another guy.
that is the greatest shit u ever done and no matter how guilty u r,
u are just a fucking bitch to me.
harsh words? i dun care.
i see no point i cannot get angry.
how unlucky i am.
guang revealed @ 2:02 AM