HELLO EVERYONE (:
Thursday, November 10, 2005
it is no mistake. this is my private blog. i deleted the old one.
i am chong guang. =)
yea, my life so far is miserable.
thanks to my bros of 7-8 years.
it is good we clear up the misunderstanding.
i am really sorry. esp to andrew.
i've got so much to say.
what alvin said is true, i should have ignored what others think of me.
they will always support me .
they know me for 8 years and know what kind of person i am.
i dun need to explain to anybody.
i dun need to explain to susan or even joanna.
there is a reason behind everything i am doing.
yes, i made mistakes but i realised the mistakes.
to think that i even believe that my friends will backstab me.
i am a fool.
people can laugh at this entry maybe they felt is too fake.
i have feelings and i am concern about susan.
i have been treating her too good that let to downfall.
who will understand?
one moment we can hold hands and hug each other,
the next minute we quarrel.
i am no stalker or a pervertic asshole.
neither am i those kind who keep pestering ppl.
i believe one should treasure their life.
so many things to explain yet ppl are speculating before i even open my mouth.
i mean if ppl got much to talk me why can't they approach me instead of my friends.
i dun see a need to let my friends bother so much because they got their own things to do.
i can give u all proper explanation and can even draw out in pictures.
be a man? i am no childish freak.
to certain ppl i am but sorry to disappoint them, i am not.
i explained so much and susan couldn't bother to listen.
yet, she believed what others told her.
we've been tog for a year and up till now u doubt me.
i dun need to fake to show how much i love you.
u treat it as nth. Just last week u told me you love me
now u telling me u dating another guy.
i am speechless. my friends are speechless also.
i didn't said everybody hates you.
all i said was melanie told me you've changed and i agreed.
that's it and u make a big fuss out of it to say she bitch about you.
you should be lucky u have her as ur friend.
i always think u should be.
i didn't spoil ur r/s with her, u spoiled it urself.
i hope melanie is reading it because i think she is a real nice person though i dun know her well.
melanie cares about you.
in fact, everybody cares about you including huankai.
all you cared was the insults and nth else.
i asked everybody to boycott you?
or you are asking everybody to boycott me.
u see the point or not.
there are ppl who cares and there are ppl who merely just want to have fun.
i dun care what ur friends have to said about me to my friends.
asked urself this qs and i did not mean to insult you.
do you have close friends for 8 years from primary school till now.
why is everybody disappearing?
they dunno what to say to you.
i bet u regret a lot of things you did in the past.
i do too but what is done is done.
now is not a matter of moving on or what.
seriously, you told me u love me last week and we still hold hands,
now u are everybody i cling on to you.
i have nth to say when i heard u are dating someone else.
friends or girl?
friends. =)
hopefully i will post another, if not bye.
guang revealed @ 3:03 AM