HELLO EVERYONE (:
Sunday, November 13, 2005
when i am alone, i tend to think of her.
not as much as a few days ago because i have to accept fate now.
what about faith? I have it but she doesn't have it.
i read through her private blog just only.
i decided to post a little of what was written more than a year ago.
"Guang made everything clear but I can't trust him, I don't even trust myself. I don't even know him, I don't know a slight bit about him. Everything seems to be swirling around in a big mess. Who is he? What is he? Why him? I don't want to be a bitch, to accept someone that I do not know."
i guessed she totally forgotten about it.
i still cannot believe what is happening now.
i am troubled and it doesn't take 3 days to recover.
seriously speaking, i do miss her.
gifts are nth to me when i don't have the heart. (:
thousands of things need not to be explained to everybody.
as long as i know what i am doing, it doesn't matter.
i finally realised when i actually lost my sanity.
when i accused my 8 years friends for backstabbing me.
that's when i knew i totally lost it.
no more, not worth it.
who is not worth it? you or i?
guang revealed @ 4:53 PM